Nov 6, 2014
Thursday,
You may have your own prospective. I loosed again, again and again. The more i fall in love with the children out there in the place where i belong. you know i have nothing to gain in life anymore. Oh lord, my heart stops for while and sometime beats faster. I have no words to express so is case of my students.
Things are no more under our control. We we stay alone and think for a moment….. Eyes full of tears… We play, We enjoy, We fed, we teach them but what after next. My mind hits me up how they be at their home after leaving this heaven in Dhapakhel. They might think i am to move in a jail where no one is there to talk with you and feel you.
Santosh Dai, makes me feel more brave to handle this… You know friends I have tried a lot to make my heart strong enough to hold, to resist but my chest gets suffocation and i couldn’t hold some moments staying alone somewhere.
But this time, Today I made my students to meditate and make them see the change today.
Now we were strong enough to go for the challenge. We had a belief that thing can be changed upside down.
My students were busy serving to each children.
These working hands are giving by god to feel them and to understand their need. To serve them. May some moment of our life be spent to care for them and let them live a life that we are living.
With Regards
Roshan Chaulagain / (Guru)
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